Have you ever noticed that God has a way of giving us
our desires but not at all the way we would have planned? Take for instance how
I ended up living in the country, outside an itty-bitty town in Southern
Illinois.
Trust me, this is the LAST place I would have ever considered
moving. In fact, on the list of
potential places to be moved…this was the
last place I considered living. I made
it very clear that I would NOT move
to Illinois, that I would NOT live
in a small town, that I would NOT
live in the country, and that we would NOT
rent after owning our home. Apparently God didn’t get the memo because like I
said, sometimes things turn out the way we want, but not anything like we
planned.
Our life was pretty good back home. We lived in a friendly neighborhood with
neighbors who cared about us and a Target just blocks away. We said goodbye to close family who could get
in our business whenever they wanted. We said goodbye to an awesome church
family where our kids knew who to hit up if they needed to get into the stash
of chocolate donuts. We left a town that had become home and a house that held
a lot of precious memories. It was hard
to say good-bye. I wasn’t sure how God was going to work for good in this move,
but one thing I learned was that God is never going to take something good
away unless He’s got something bigger planned.
Who needs the zoo when everyone you know owns livestock? |
So, here I am…in Illinois…outside an itty-bitty town…in the
country…in a rental home…and I’m content.
Our house is better than anything I hoped to
buy. It turns out that the itty-bitty town we landed in doesn’t have a lot to
offer in entertainment choices, but makes up for it with great people and
community. Our neighborhood looks a
little different now, and I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss Target, but we
have been blessed with some of the greatest neighbors you could ask for. While
our kids have yet to find the chocolate donut lady in our new church family, we
feel at home there. We’ve been adopted
by our friends here and we’re working to create new memories. I’m content. God took us away from what was good, but He’s
blessed us here far greater than we could have hoped for.
One of the perks of having a farmer for a neighbor |
I don’t think we’ve completely discovered what
God has planned for us here, but I have a feeling we won’t be disappointed. (Unless it involves camo...I mean, a girl has to draw the line somewhere. :)) God
knows the deepest desires of my heart, and while He doesn’t always work for my
comfort, He always works for my good…even if it isn’t exactly how I planned.
Lord, thank you for our new home. Thank you for new friends, new neighbors, and
new experiences. Thank you for understanding
my heart and not listening to my plans!
Why, yes! Those sexy boots are new! |
And a word of caution to our
family back home in Nebraska: You can pray us back if you want, but
beware. We may just pray you here
instead!
Very good!! I needed this today!! Thanks for sharing your heart.
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